I’ve finished studying for complex analysis, which is tomorrow. I can’t believe I didn’t just study earlier. Why do I always have to do things the hard way? It feels so frustrating sometimes. On the other hand, I just started (a few weeks ago) taking Seroquel and I feel a lot different now. I can pay attention to one task and filter out the other tasks lingering in my mind like flashing lights in the dark.
I feel a bit ill. I’m so stressed out sometimes that I just feel a bit ill. Do you ever get that?
Over the past four days I went over Cauchy’s Theorem, Cauchy’s integral formula and variants, series representations and Laurent series, classification of singularities (pole = only finitely many of the coefficients of the inverse powers are nonzero, essential singularity = infinitely many of the coefficients of the inverse powers are nonzero, removable = can be represented as a Taylor series) and finding residues. After that the residues are used in the Residue theorem and the calculation of definite improper integrals such as 
So enough of that. I am a tad scared. Honestly, I think if I lived back in the early days in small tribes I wouldn’t even have a problem. I could probably live like that without medication. Today’s society is just so fscked up I think. Everyone at the university just seems so tired, especially the profs. Everyone is so driven and stressed out by grant applications and form filling and a whole truckload of other crap.
What’s wrong with it all? I dunno.
Maybe later I’ll write a post on how to evaluate weird looking integrals. Maybe.
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